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6 years ago
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
LOST!!
I hate feeling this way!! I feel lost!! Lost in a body I no longer reconize. In just about a years time I have gained 35 pounds. Ya, I know! (Now try to pick your chin up off the ground after hearing that! :)) I have never, never weighed this much, not even nine months pregnant with any of my kids. I went to the doctor and he sent me for blood work, but it all came back fine. I have not changed anything in my lifestyle. I have always been one that never eats good, candy, pop, you know all that kind of junk. Well I don't eat a ton of candy, just on occasion. Yes, I do have a desk job, but that is nothing new. And it's not like I sit there all day munching! I don't go home and veg on the couch with a bag of potatoe chips. I stay busy at home.But WHY? WHY? WHY? Would I gain 35 pounds in almost a years time? I will be 30 on Saturday. Guess maybe my age? I just hate this! I hate that I will be 30 and I hate that I'm FAT!! I just feel lost, not sure of where to turn.
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Hello. I still love you. Alex and I, and maybe mom and dad are starting HCG soon. or after the Holidays. If you want you can do it with us! 30 pounds in a month if you obey the diet! :)
Right!! How expensive is it?
Ugh, I hate feeling like you don't even recognize your own self. In the past couple of months I've noticed this in myself too; my hair is falling out in handfulls, my boobs and belly are sagging, and I discovered CROW'S FEET around my eyes! What!?! Mindy I'm only 25! When you figure it out share a post about it please!
Boy can I relate....... When you find the solution, do share!
Mindy i know you still look GREAT!! I am feeling like that right now myself actually. Its so hard because my stomach hasnt quite gone down yet! I hate it! I still look prego! Anyways, keep your chin up because you are SO GORGEOUS....
I'd think twice before you try the HCG thing! Kenz got a deal and bought it for herself for her b-day. Gads, you can only eat 500 calories per day. I'd rather starve than eat what she does. I guess if you can be that commited to it, it works. But it seems that just eating 500 calories without the HCG would do the trick as well. Go figure?
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