Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Meet Mr. and Mrs. Crystal Meth.

I destroy homes – I tear families apart.

I take your children and that’s just a start.

I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold.

The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.

If you need me, remember, I’m easily found.

I live all around you, in school and in town.

I live with the rich, I live with the poor.

I live just down the street and maybe next door.

I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think.

I can be made under the kitchen sink,

In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods.

If this scares you to death, then it certainly should.

I have many names. But there’s one you’ll know best.

I’m sure you’ve heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth.

My power is awesome, try me, you’ll see.

But if you do, you may never break free.

Just try me once and I might let you go.

But if you try me twice, then I’ll own your soul.

When I possess you, you’ll steal and you’ll lie.

You’ll do what you have to do, just to get high.

The crimes you commit for my narcotic charms,

Will be worth the pleasures you feel in my arms.

You’ll lie to your mother; you’ll steal from your dad.

When you see their tears, you must feel sad.

Just forget your morals and how you were raised.

I’ll be your conscience, I’ll teach you my ways.

I take kids from their parents; I take parents from their kids.

I turn people from God, I separate friends.

I’ll take everything from you, your looks and your pride.

I’ll be with you always, right by your side.

You’ll give up everything, your family, your home.

Your money, your true friend, then you’ll be alone.

I’ll take and take till you have no more to give.

When I finish with you, you’ll be lucky to live.

If you try me, be warned, this is not a game.

If I’m given the chance, I’ll drive you insane.

I’ll ravage your body; I’ll control your mind.

I’ll own you completely; your soul will be mine.

The nightmares I’ll give you when you’re lying in bed,

And the voices you’ll hear from inside your head.

The sweats, the shakes, and the visions from me.

I want you to know these things are gifts from me.

But then it’s too late, and you’ll know in your heart

That you are now mine and we shall not part.

You’ll regret that you tried me (they always do).

But you came to me, not I to you.

You knew this would happen.

Many times you’ve been told.

But you challenged my power,

You chose to be bold.

You could have said no and then walked away.

If you could live that day over now, what would you say?

My power is awesome, as I told you before.

I can take your life and make it so dim and sore.

I’ll be your master and you’ll be my slave.

I’ll even go with you when you go to your grave.

Now that you’ve met me, what will you do?

Will you try me or not? It’s all up to you.

I can show you more misery than words can tell.

Come take my hand, let me lead you to H---.

I currently have a person in my life that has chosen this path. Everything that this poem states is everything I'm watching take place. Her kids have been living with me and my family for the last 7 weeks and judging by the willingness to get better they will continue to stay for several months if not forever. It is heart breaking to see what these little boys have gone through and continue to go through. They have recently lost their Dad and now in most ways have to deal with losing their Mom. No family should ever have to go through all this heartache! I'm so sorry to anyone that has had to or is going through this kind of pain. It truly rips family's apart!! It does not just affect the person who has chosen this path, but the whole darn family gets to walk the path,in some degree.
I guess I will never understand how a person gets on this road to misery! And to lose everything! And when I say "lose everything", I mean LOSE EVERYTHING!! It has been a hard thing to deal with. I tell myself that I have already lost her. That way the day I get the phone call I may be some what prepared. I miss the old days!!

6 comments:

Josh and Alison said...

:(

Hang in there lady! And just keep loving on those little guys!

Dana Cheryl said...

I don't understand why people sometimes say the Word of Wisdom is a type of slavery when instead we stay free when we abide by its precepts...

Addiction is slavery. It owns a person in a way nothing else can. My step-brother was an addict. He probably still is but I've not seen him in years. My step-dad is an alcoholic and its was hell on earth to live with each day.

God bless you girl. I miss you!

The Andersens said...

Oh Mindy Im so sorry...Im sure these past few weeks have been so hard for all of you. You are amazing for holding everything together so well, and for taking in her kids. They definetely need to be in a home like yours.. I miss seeing you at chuch! Hopefully i will see you and your cute belly soon! Love ya and Hang in there :)

Jason and Michele said...

SUCKS....BAD! That poem definitely explains it all. I hope your hangin' in there. Remember that you are EVERYTHING to those boys now. I love you girl...and that brother of mine....and your cute kids....ALL of them!

Kenzie said...

Mindy I am so so sorry. We know a lttle bit about this too. Luckily the person in our family didn't have kids at the time and is now clean. She went to rehab twice and it took years. Anyway you are so awesome to love those kids and take care of them. I look up to you:)

Calee said...

I agree with Dana in regards to the Word of Wisdom. That has got to be such a horrible thing to be trapped by something that you took upon your own self on when your will used to be your own.
You are a tough cookie and doing such a good job with your situation Mindy!